No Will Power

So, how do you get "will power" ??? I have none, and would like to get some. I think I get discouraged too easily. You think you're doing good and then you get on a scale and think, "WTF" - "Seriously" I mean really, how can one item have so much impact on my life. I have no idea, but I wish I knew. I also wish I knew why, when you're having a bad day - when you're upset about your health/weight/etc. do you eat your weight in M&M's. Sure, you feel good for a few minutes, but then you think about what you just did and you want to cry.

Wow. I'm very positive and uplifting tonight.

My work trip was good. I'm not really looking forward to going into the office on Monday, but I have to. There's been a change in management and my co-worker of five years is now my boss. I really don't like it, but there is nothing I can do about it. I just go about my day, smile, do my job and keep my headphones in so I don't have to listen to anyone talk.

I'm lucky I have a couple good friends at work. One is going to be gone for a week so that's going to suck.

I'm going to take my lunch to work all week. I'm going to make it in the evening so I don't have any excuses in the morning.

I cooked tonight. I mean really cooked. Enchilada's. There were actually pretty good. I guess I can cook when I want to, which really isn't that often. I don't like to take a lot of time to cook so I'm always looking for something fast and easy.

Well, I need to go and spend some time with my kitty, so I guess that's all for tonight - oh, and I'm going to feel sorry for myself too. That's always a good time.