February 19, 2008

It's been a while

It's been a while since my last blog. I think about writing and then I don't. Then I read a blog that inspires me and...well...here I am!

My last one was a downer...and to be honest, anything I would have written would have been worse and I didn't want it down in writing. If I would have, I would have felt better...that will learn me :-)

I should start with the present and work my way back if I want. Last night I saw Bon Jovi. It was awesome and Jon Bon Jovi is hot. He's almost hot enough to break onto my free list. He might be the sixth man and since you can only have five, he'll be ready to move up if I kick someone off :-)

I gave my oldest nephew tickets to the concert for Christmas. His girlfriend was able to go with him, so he took my middle nephew. I went with Francine. We all went to supper before hand. Our tickets weren't together, so I got them to their seats and then went and sat with Francine. I, of course, bought them t-shirts. That's what favorite aunts do...

Work has been rough. Not work wise, but people wise. Last Friday I found out that I hurt a co-workers feelings. I hate that. I didn't realize I did it. I'm part upset and part pissed off. Our whole department jokes around and apparently I took it a little too far. But instead of this co-worker talking to me, he went to my boss and then I got the dreaded email. I wish he would have just told me. I went up to him and apologized. He said it was no big deal and not to worry about it. But of course I am and I will for a while. So, I'm now super employee. I've stopped joking around with people, which everyone finds weird and no one can understand why. I did tell my bf at work and she totally understands where I am coming from. I'm not ignoring anyone, but I've stopped the inappropiate joking which I'm known for. It's tough and I find myself on the verge of saying, "That's what she said" but I'm holding back. It may change in the future, but it's going to take a while. I'm a very fun person, but once someone loses my trust, it's tough to get it back.

Today I was heading to lunch to work out (I joined a gym and have been very faithful in going) when I heard a noise. Turns out it was a kitty. Long story short, I called the local humane society and they came and got him. That would be fine, but the kitty actually bit a co-work (who had been making pizzas) and it drew blood. Now I'm sure he only did it because he was hungry. A bunch of us had been playing with him and he was VERY friendly. Turns out they will hold the kitty for 10 days and then he may have to be put down. I'm very upset with this. I wish I would have done it differently. I should have called the place where I got my Sydney but I wasn't thinking. So now I'm having trouble concentrating on anything!

It's 2nd round of the district playoffs tonight so I'll be traveling to watch Wheat play basketball. If they win, they play Thursday and if they win Thursday, they go to state. Wheat will be 18 on Sunday...that's just plain crazy! He was crowned the "sweetheart king" at the Sweetheart Dance last Saturday night. I'm proud of him.

That's all for now...I'm going to be better about writing...it makes me feel better when I write things down!

1 comment:

on changing my life said...

OM Goodness. You and I are totally in the same place at work. I feel like I need to just come to work, get my job done well, and go home. And it sucks. I understand, and I'm thinking of you!

love ya
mis