So I was driving home from work tonight and it hits me. I'm almost 40. In less than 2 years, I will be 40. What is up with that? It hit me like a ton of bricks. I'm not handling it very well at all. I just want to sit down and cry. Where did the time go? Now not only am I old, I sound old. All old people say that. I'm pretty much happy with where I am, but I really thought I would have kids. It's just not in the cards, although I really wish it were. I'm sure I'll snap out of it, but right now, I can't. I've been watching Make me a Supermodel for three hours. How sad is that???
On a bright note..I cooked tonight. I mean really cooked. I made enchiladas and rice. They were really good. I got the idea from Natalie at work. We went to her house for supper and she had made the dish last night. DH was very impressed so that made me happy.
I'm taking a 1/2 day vacation tomorrow. It's senior night for basketball. Wheat will be out there with my sister and brother-in-law. I can't believe he's a senior. It's crazy. I'm going to my middle nephews game which is out of town and then the two of us will go to Wheat's game.
It was 50 today. Dude - 50 degrees. Tomorrow it is going to snow. Big surprise - it is Iowa.
Well, I'm going to go lay out my clothes for tomorrow and then go to bed and read my book. I'm reading the Time Travelers Wife. It's really good.
Until next time...when I'm in a better mood...
1 comment:
I've had the same epiphany of late. We're approaching forty. I only have two years left with Allie. My face is starting to wrinkle. My bones are starting to creak. But at least I get to grow old with YOU!
Love you Gin!
missy
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