Day 73...

It's been an interesting week....

I've been trying to stay on course, but I've notcied I've been a little lax with my eating habits. I've kept up with my exercise which is probably why I'm not seeing any changes - it is an even exchange.

I need to step it up.

I did learn something about myself - I am now handeling stress different. In the past, I would have delt with it with food...chocolate, beer, you name it. I'm not doing that anymore. I know it is good I'm not, but I haven't really found an outlet to release it...

I'm working on myself...trying not to be too sensitive, trying not to be "jr high-ish" as I call it. Trying not to take things personally. Trying not to get my feelings hurt. It's hard though. I have a friend that is doing some meditation. Maybe that's something I should try. Something to calm me the f*ck down. Something to help me realize that I need to take care of #1, I shouldn't care what people think, I shouldn't be surprised what people do. It's just easier said than done. Maybe I am that person. The one that talks too much. The one that doesn't listen. The one that people don't really want to be around...After all, I am blogging about myself - what does that say. I have an online diary. Seriously. I can't be the only people that thinks this way can I?

My 5K is in 24 days. I'm getting nervous and excited. I ran outside last Friday and did pretty good. I'm going to try running outside again tonight. Not giving up, that's what is getting me through the day....that and my wonderful husband

"Stay, Stay, Stay...I've being loving you for quite some time, time, time. You think that it's funny when I'm mad, mad, mad. But I think that it's best if we both stay."