I am a firm believer in the statement "God doesn't give you anything more than you can handle" but I really think that He thinks I can handle way more than I can!
I know that in the grand scheme of thing, my issues aren't that bad. I know I could have it a lot worse. I know all of that, yet I still feel overwhelmed. I'm so good at hiding my feelings and issues. I don't do it on purpose it's just that I spend most of my time making sure everyone else is okay. I really don't mind doing it - really. That's what makes me - well me.
Wheat's baseball game was last night. I drove two hours to watch him play. I don't mind doing that. I would drive forever to watch him play. The other team was up first. They scored 4 runs in the top of the 1st. Seth was up first, got on base. Marcus was up next - he hit Seth in. Wheat was up and then the clouds opened up. The ball field was flooded in five minutes. That's how hard it was raining. Game suspended until tonight. So, I drove home. I don't know if I'm going to go tonight. I'm getting a crown this afternoon and I'm not sure how I'll feel. I feel guilty not going, but I feel guilty not being home.
That's all for now - I shouldn't even be writing this - I'm at work and have so much to do. Guilty at work. I think I have all the guilt covered.
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