I'm too emotional.
I was told that today at work. I've been having a rough go at work after being blindsided with some news. A new position is being created, one that I wanted but one that I'm not going to get. I was told at April 9th around 11am. I had a complete meltdown. I don't meltdown much so when I do - it's big. I had to meet some people for lunch and then come back to work and have one of my biggest meetings of the year. I was still a mess and because I'm "too emotional" people knew it.
The meeting ended up being fine but I was told today - along with the too emotional part - that I need to take charge of my meetings. So I had one bad meeting because I got blindsided and now I'm too emotional. Whatever.
So I guess I'm going to have to start bottling things inside - which I actually already do. No more getting upset at work. No emotions. What kind of crap is that?
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I wish I could be there to listen. It sounds like you're going through a lot right now, and I'm not there to listen. Know that you're in my thoughts, Gin, and that I love you.
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